Sparkled Tears

I was looking for this song for years! And i've found it. Was so delighted!!! It was the most beautiful song i've every heard-teared when i listened along the lyrics. I recommend you to download and have a listen. Imagine yourself as him or as his daughter.


Bob Carlisle - Butterfly Kisses Lyrics
There's two things I know for sure:
She was sent here from heaven and she's daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes
and I thank god for all the joy in my life
Oh, but most of all
For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
sticking little white flowers all up in her hair;
"Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried."
In all that I've done wrong I know I must have done something right
to deserve a huge very morning
and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet 16 today
She's looking like her mama a little more everyday
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls
Trying her wings out in a great big world.
But I remember

Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
sticking little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, Daddy, But if you don't mind
I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time."
With all that I've done wrong I must have done something right
to deserve her love every morning
and butterfly kisses at night.

All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by.
Precious butterfly.
Spread your wings and fly.

She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride-room just staring at her.
She asked me what I'm thinking and I said "I'm not sure-
I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."
She leaned over...

gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there,
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
"Walk my down the aisle, Daddy-it's just about time."
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, Daddy? Daddy, don't cry!"
Oh, with all that I've done wrong I must have done something right.
To deserve your love every morning and butterflykisses
-I couldn't ask God for more, man this is what love is.
I know I gotta let her go, but I'll always remember every hug in the morning
and butterfly kisses....

Favour Misinterpreted

It's funny how people can misinterpret your good intensions and turn it totally upside down. Really silly actually. I had to suffer the consequences for helping someone out. Now i'm the one who turns out to be called "the fool". As ironic as it can get, it's not even worth giving a favour. I was (still am, actually) framed for something i tried to fix. To make it sound easier, the cost i had to pay for helping someone out was *whoa* discriminating. Let's just say currently i'm surrounded by girls whom i just wanna smack and yell "grow up"! Which also reminds me of a quote from a movie, JAWBREAKER, "This is highschool, what IS a friend anyway?" That quote strike straight on to everyone i know around me, including me. No matter how many years one relationship goes, just a single word of hate can turn the situation 360 degrees one way or another. Usually i'll get emotional when it revolves around friends (even though they're not the bestest friend), but now it's kinda like "don't give a shit" and kinda immune to it and all. Plus, exams are coming up and i wouldnt wanna create anything that would cost me more consequences. Shall just shove it aside and suck it all up... for now.

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Sniffes...

Forgot to post about this: Was really interested in Calvin Klein's new summer perfume. It's called Euphoria Blossom, and it smells heavenly! Price aint so heavenly though! It's RM 216 for 500ml, RM135 (around there) for the 300ml. Even the bottle looks great.




















Really wanted it! But too me it was way too expensive. I know, i know, they're all around that price. It's just that I'm not willing to spend so much on something that i can live without, even though it's my parents' money. If possible, i might ask my dad to buy it from KLIA which is duty free and he has a special 10% off. Even so, it still cost too much for me to handle *sighs* Well, off to study sejarah! Need to drill in order to kill... *lameness*

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No pinch, no satisfaction

Somehow whenever there's sale, there's depression. Funny-eh? Went to the mall today. Was so depressing I tell ya'! The problem is either "no size" or "no stock" or "puu, that's friggin hideous!". Walked for 6 hours and all i bought was a top and 2 brassiere. Everything seem so short-listed. So not satisfied with today's trip. I didnt spend much. Was suppose to splash as much as i can, but nothing... i emphasize... NOTHING was worth splashing on. Even the top aint close to being splashED. Was only 25 bucks. How ironic! My dad bought more clothes than i did. Everyone bought more clothes than i did. Sometimes i just hate it that i'm picky and fussy. I need a personal designer!!

It's not that i love expensive stuff. I dont mind purchasing a top at RM9.99 or less, as long as it's gorgeous and totally fits me, then i'm delighted! Oh, found out today that i CANT wear colared tops! Sucky aint it? I look so... Nerdy. And slightly boyish since my hair is short! Today was a total disaster! Usually, i buy a lot! Plus, it's sale sale sale! Everything is at least 20% off! But i must say, the selections are horribly pathetic. So i guess that's why it's called a SALE. It's obviously a give-and-take. Hate it. I couldnt find a proper strappy heels and casual sandals! To me, everything seem so... LA-LA.

I think i need some time off from ANTopModel, PRunway and Channel-V's fashion week. Or, just run butt-naked for all i care. Another note to self: Trial's closing in with SEJARAH PAPER the first to sit... Not to mention PMR in less than 48 days! I'm doomed...

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All Hell Break Lose

Hello peeps!

Arghh! It's less than a week to Setara Trials and i'm not even half ready for it. SHIT! All the pressure is compressing against my entire body, especially my friggin brain! It's just BM, English, Science and Maths paper. Thank God geography and history are NOT included. I might just blackout every 5 minutes for this whole week.

*screams* I need Maths tuition!! After so many years, i'm actually admitting it. It's so depressing. I used to be really good in Maths compared to other subjects. And now, i'm not good in any!! To top it all up, my Maths teacher rushes through every chapter just to spare 30 minutes to talk to her INTERACT MEMBERS. Does that sound like a teacher to you? She actually shoved me off (politely of course) when i asked her a Maths question, so she could talk to her Emcee for a particular installation. She promised to solve it and let me know the next day, but didnt. WTF?! I was pissed to the extend that i went to another Maths teacher for help. And she was great. I'm trying to stay calm everytime she enters the class and talks about INTERACT because she's quite a sensitive sober!

I'm feeling so darn lazy. My schedule is so messed up! It's quite impossible for me to leap from the TV to a book. It's sorta like my ass stuck onto the couch. If that doesnt happen. I just over-nap. Like snoozing the alarm from 30 minutes to 1 hour 30 minutes. xD It's not that i'm really confident to score straight A's, cause i'm sure if i keep going on like this i WILL just flunk in every paper! It's just the fact that PMR is less than 2 months away hasnt really sipped into my mind YET. I'm still thinking that i have years to go, until of course two weeks before the actual exam i would start hyper-ventilating and panic, and then... throw up every hour. Please send someone out of nowhere to hit some sense into my friggin mind! Please! I need help.

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