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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
A Trigger Away
I'm really confused. I have thrillons of questions pumping into my neurological mind. It takes more than a second to register. Wondering how things happen and why. And how silly it is to regret...
Plus I did something really foolish and unspeakable. I can't say... It's unspeakable.
Why are people such buffoons at times?
I know, how meaningless...
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
Ways of the Gore
The Hills Have Eyes 2 (Released on 23th March 2007)It's finally out! Haven't heard of this like you haven't heard of SAW sequels? Then, you have to be from Malaysia because as usual they ban movies like these. Pussies... Anyway, the first show was awesomely gruesome. I can't wait to watch this.
Not suitable for the faint-hearted, children, pregnant women, and yes, pussies....
Wanna know more about the movie? Visit http://www.foxatomic.com/#movie:TitleId=5 and try the game. It made me shiver in my chair, seriously!
You're not a movie-manic unless you've watched The Hills Have Eyes! And remember... The Lucky Ones Die FAST!
Also coming soon...

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Friday, March 23, 2007
The Shackles Are Undone
My blog has been abandoned for what seem like "lightyears".
Anyway, while others got a week long of holidays, I got TWO weeks extended holidays. Not that I enjoyed it that much because I was HOSPITALISED. Yeap, that's right. So here's what happened... I came back from Scouts Camp and fell sick. Got a high fever, didn't recover and actually ended up in the Emergency Room. The infamous "ER". It was not much of a Big Deal cause' I only emmited because of my low blood/platelets count and the non-dropping fever. So, the doc just put me on drips and all I could do was wait. I emmited in SJMC cause' my insurance covers that hospital. Yes, thank God for insurance if not I might just have to sit at GH or UH and die. No, it wasn't that serious.
Thankfully they did the second one securely!!! I have to say, the pain was indescribable. I wouldn't wanna go through that again. Now I've been there, done that. TWICE!
Now, this has been my hero for the past 4 days. It has an incredible nurse call button and it controls the LIGHT and the TV from my bed. Pretty cool huh... xD It sure is when you're stuck in bed!!!
Thankfully I could still watch football! They were repeats though... They had StarSports but no ESPN. Can you imagine?!
The time to remove The Tube came. And when it did, it wasn't pleasant. It couldn't stop bleeding immediately. The nurse had to put real PRESSURE to stop it from bleeding. What I mean is, she had to press my hand really hard for a few minutes while I sit there helplessly...feeling the pain... See that tiny dot above the bleeding one with the plaster? That's the first failed one.
I was so bored till I filled up my time decorating the hospital's serviette. I even created my own "airlines" logo. In case I ever have one of my own. Okay... Now I'm just crapping!!
Now, I practically look like a silly JUNKIE. Why? I have needle bruises around my arm. The lab staff comes in at 7am to draw blood for blood test every morning, disturbing my sleep. If you think that's privacy invasion, the nurses comes in and out of the room almost every 2 hours. They even wake me up at 5am just to take my temp and blood pressure.
One of the nurses came in and saw me in my Taman SEA Librarian t-shirt. So happen her brother's in Taman SEA too and he's the same age as I am. Small world. Couldn't remember the name she mentioned. xD Anyway, I just wanna say that being a Nurse is a very NOBLE job. I salute em'!
Well, alright alright. That's all. I know, it's so weird to have a pictured documentary about being hospitalised for Dengue. But I was extremely bored and couldn't move around so that's practically all that's left to do. Take pictures. xD Just an advice for ya'll. Whenever you're out camping, just listen to your Momma and bring along that bloody mosquito repelent okay?
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Deep In the Gut
I can't even begin to remember the last time I fell really ill. As in fever and stay-in-bed kinda ill! I recently fell really ill. Had really high fever in the middle of the night and felt like I was shipped to the north pole! Well, I guess that's a tough lesson for bathing at 1 a.m before going to bed. Thankfully it broke into a fever instead of Pneumonia. I'm pretty sure that it could have been a lot worse cause I literally felt like dying! It was THAT bad! I had to stay in bed for the whole of yesterday. Only got up for a few bites of meals then went straight back to slumber. I usually refuse in taking meds, not that I can't but I don't want to. It's just that I don't believe in the meds shits... It's hard to explain. Anyway, I still feel really groggy and close to being dead. My stomach has been doing flip flops every 5 minutes for the past friggin hours. Trust me, it ain't a sensational feeling! And I hate hate hate it that all my plans are ruined just because I can't walk a straight for like 5 metres without feeling the urge to throw up. Life is such a mess!
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Saturday, February 24, 2007
Tainted Desires
This is practically what they do whenever there's a reunion. Talking isn't really their "Thing". =) Note the half-naked guy? He is the most hilarious, kiddish, fun and sometimes repulsive uncle I've ever had.
My dad. See that smile? I think he was partially "drunk". Bottom line : He CANT drink. But I can xD
This BIG guy over here's a family friend of many many years. Kids call him Uncle Dinosaur cause' his last name is Saw. I was once that KID.
This is the hilarious uncle. Sometimes I wonder how my dad can be so dead serious at times while his younger brother manages to crack up jokes every 5 minutes! I hope my uncle doesn't sue me for posting his not-so-good-shape picture in public. Nah, I think he'll probably be flattered!
This fella is one of my eldest cousin. He's in his late twenties. Notice the huge gap? By the look on his face...Obviously, it wasn't his day of Gin Rummy.
2nd day :
Was pretty the same as the 1st. Then went to my uncle's restaurant, Hot Wok. Dang it! I wanted to go to his pub, Uptown, so badly this year. But he no longer visit his own pub after he got a stroke. There goes my Vodka Lime! Anyway, nothing much happened there. It wasn't as interesting as visiting him in his Pub because there are tonnes of entertainment there. There's the pool tables, karaoke, and a live band. AND you can actually see a couple of hooker like girls around, with those micro-mini skirts and net-stockings. I guess I've just figured out why my uncle no longer wish to visit that particular Pub that often anymore.
I did this while waiting for my relatives to arrive.
I shall skip the 4th day. All I did was followed my cousin home to feed her five dogs. I don't know how she manage a German Shepard, a Mini Pincher, a Silky Terrier, and two Speeds. They seem like a pretty handful!!! Other than that we just slept and laze around xD
5th day :
This was a great closing for the week. Went over to my OTHER UNCLE's house at Butterworth. I'm sorry, my Grandparents from both sides seem to be typical horny olden couples, just like everyone else back in those days. Oh, and May They Rest In Peace! Dad's side has 3 daughters and 5 sons. Mom's side has 5 sons and an only daughter. In fact, it's not considered MANY you know. I know other "senior citizens" who have 15 kids! ANYWAY... This particular uncle is pretty darn rich. He owns two homes. And did I mention that he loves talking about Golf? I mean, don't start that topic because he can go on and on and on for hours! Well, yeah. I'm exaggerating. That's pretty much all I did for the past few days. Anyway, my uncle's compound is huge! You can easily have 5 Siberian Huskies there!
It ain't exactly a Bangalow. It's just a one and a half storey terrace with a really huge compound!
Dad kept asking "Envy? Envy?" He thinks that we're not thankful that even though we live in an apartment, we have a roof above our head. And a whole lot of comfy pillows =))
Had my first JD with coke. It was awesome! I kept drinking that the whole day. I kept asking my uncle if it was okay if I wanted MORE. He just went on saying "It's alright. I've still got TWO more bottles in the cupboard..." Obviously, you could have guessed what happened next. I didn't exactly get drunk. I did feel all giddy and dizzy and my hands and feet were numb and I just felt like throwing up because things were moving up and down like a see-saw. BUT I was still very sane. So, I guess it was just a pre-drunk stage. Which means I had my first "high" moment. I got to use the phrase "I had too much too drink" for the first time. But I didn't get my first hangover YET.
After that, we went for dinner at Tambun. The owner of the restaurant was bloody generous man! He gave us a whole box of cracker for free. There were hundreds of crackers. But it finished so quick because other customer's kids came over and it was gone just like that!
Well, that's BASICALLY it. Had a lot of fun, surprisingly. I don't usually fit in because I WAS horrible in Hok Kien and I'm stuck in the middle. Most of my cousins are either too old or too young. But now, I get to fit in with the adults and soon... My cousins and I had lots to talk about. It's funny how time flies and it changes everything! One week passed so fast, now I wish that it's still the 1st day of CNY. Sigh! Not to mention that we'll all have to go back to school on Monday!!! I'm feeling so darn lazy.
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Friday, February 23, 2007
Dark Tar With Linnen Stripes
I am back from Penang! Practically gasping for air! Haven't been online for a week. Seems like EVERYONE managed to blog while I'm more than 300 miles away from everything. Anyway, I just got back today. Had a really lethargic journey. Slept three times through. Now my ass feels numb. The traffic was surprisingly bare. Well, this year's CNY is filled with PLENTY of surprises!! Especially the weather! It RAINED on the first day of CNY, can you believe it? In my entire life, I don't remember it ever raining, in PENANG, on any days of CNY. My mom actually thinks that the world is coming nearer to apocalypse. No, I'm not serious. Anyway, I'm really tired right now. Suddenly lost all mood to blog. Even my English is going haywire in affects of speaking Hok Kien for a week. So, I shall continue tomorrow when the sky is blue-er and the grass is green-er and when my stomach is making much less of a FUSS!!! Nightey nights...
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Thursday, February 15, 2007
Pupil In Denial
I, Stephanie, hereby declare that I hate hate hate being ill!!! I don't usually whine about falling sick. But at times like this, 3 days away from CNY? I'm pissed. I'm having sore throat and am already losing my darn voice! The problem I fear most. That's because I lost my voice completely, last year's CNY. Actually it was fine until I stubbornly gulp down a whole glass of Vodka Lime which took my voice away for the next 2 weeks. I fear it's coming again. Usually I DO NOT take meds when I'm not feeling well. But I have been taking the traditional Pei Pa Koh for the past 4 nights. But that was not the worst part...
THIS is the worst part - Ho Yan Hor. Never heard of it? Neither have I until yesterday. Dad literally forced me to drink it. You think it doesn't look bad? Think again.
No no and NO it's not coffee although it looks like it. It's a horrible herbal drink. It took me 30 minutes to finish that up. Seriously!!!
I know, I know... You're currently thinking. What the f*ck is that shit?? Yes I realise that it looks like a loo bowl with pee, a chunk of shit and a GIANT spoon in it. But no, it's just that friggin drink with ASAM. And YES, it does taste as bad as it looks!!! Which is why I'm declaring a hate club against Sore Throat!!
Anyway..... It was Valentine's Day yesterday! I saw a guy outside of my school holding a bouquet of flowers, first thing in the morning, front gate - So Sweet. Saw loads of people smoooching publicly *PDA ALERT*. Oh, I also heard JJ&Rudy. JJ was rambling about Happy SAD day (Single Awareness Day). He was being so emo. Said something like it's the worst day for singles because everywhere they go they'll see "I heart you, You heart me" <3 here and <3 there. xD He made it seem so miserable to be single. But you know what? It ain't so bad to be single, seriously! You can check out both guys and gals whenever and wherever you want =D.
I got this pweetty Daisy from Dav. I hope it lives, cause I'll be away for a week. Love you loads!!!
I got this funny but adorable looking Flamingo from Jean. Sarah thinks there's an inside meaning in giving me a long legged Flamingo key chain. I hope not xD Thanks Jean!
Got kisses chocs from Melia and Wyeen, love you gals to the max!! Muaxx. Plus, that day was filled with DISHONEST but flattering wishes from the guys.
Well, that day has come and gone. I'll be leaving for a 4 hours ride to Penang tomorrow. Not to mention my "fasting" from the net. Patheticly, my grandfather does not have a computer. He's more of that "EVERYTHING HANDS ON" person, funny man... Anyway, here comes CNY with loads of AngPau and Gambling and food food food. AND Vodka Lime here I come!!!
GONG XI FA CHAI everyone!!
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Sunday, February 11, 2007
On The Horizon
We won the BM Drama!!! Three cheers for 4 Bunga Raya-ians! xD Honestly, I didn't expect us to win because our play was rather simple. Plenty of humour and dramatic scene but was the 'X Factor' was missing. I think we won because of our projection. Maybe we were louder compared to the others. It feels great because I was a part of it. Played the "evil sister", but thinkin back I think I could have done so much better. All in all, it was great. We had a great time rehearsing the play and we also enjoyed other classes' play. Now, we're planning to ask our mono-tone English teacher to allow us to have an English Drama during the English week. It would be marvelous!!!
Well, yesterday I went for Scouts Troop Meeting for the first time in 5 months. I felt so lost at first. I didn't sew on the badge of my patrol's name. So I had to officially march up to inform the TL and accept a few punishment = pumpings. I kept laughing at myself in my head. I forgot how to march! And btw, I'm wearing my tenderfoot badge. So, you see how memalukan I am? I mean, I think I lost all of that scouts' material. All that hard work and dedication flew pass me just like that. Thanks to PMR, I had to sacrifice all that time. But that'll be a silly excuse to blame. Anyway, had a great time yesterday. We did err... is it Back Woods Man Cooking or Black Woods Man Cooking or neither of that?? OMG, I don't know. *slaps forehead* It's something-something-Man's-Cooking. It was really a great experience. I was supposed to go for a "free" Career Talk by Lions Club but changed my mind since not many were going. Well, most of them guys are going to check out the "hott chicks", get their number and form a fanclub (inside joke). Plus, I have not been going for troop meeting at all, so it was the first time for this year. Am really glad I chose troop meeting over the talk. It was seriously fun. Aside from the fact that my leader was annoyingly creepy, our group did a great job. And our food turned out rather delicious. Plus, I'm food-poisoning free.
Today, my arms and back aches pretty badly. Arms are caused by all that pumping. My back? Blame it on Add Maths. Don't ask, it's a silly excuse. Oh well, I have to find time to go out to buy some chocolates for Valentine's. Seem to be stuck home for today because everyone is feeling lazy and lethargic. I do too.
Oh, a short highlight...

Anna Nicole Smith (former Playboy Playmate, Guess and Jeans Model) passed away recently. Said that she was depressed over the death of her son, Daniel Smith. Cause of death? Overdose. Why am I not surprised? Anyway, she was just a sad mother who misses her son dearly, can't blame her. Unfortunately, the world is now short of one 'horny bitch'.
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Thursday, February 01, 2007
Horses Prance Through A Silver Storm
Gholly molly! I've not been updating for ages. Been so busy and hardly have the time to even sleep well. Went totally insane yesterday. Knowing today's a PUBLIC HOLIDAY *cheers* I dumped a whole pile of homework aside and sprawled on the bed at 8.30 pm. Got a couple of mosquito bites and reluctantly drag myself to the living room and slept on the couch, where my noisy brothers are terrifying enough to keep the mosquitoes awaaaay. Got about more or less 8 - 9 little red bumps on my legs. Been busy scratching em since this morning. Let's just say that I've been pretty cranky since last night. BUT... Coming online has lightened my day. Feeling pretty hyped right now.
Alright... So, tonnes of things happened for the past two weeks. Took a lot of pictures and stuff but i'm seriously feeling really really LAZY to upload them. I don't have the time. I've still got a whole pile of hmewrk and really need to catch up on Grey's Anatomy. Planning to watch Ugly Betty too cause I heard they got lots of nomination and stuffs. By the way, I've watched Saw III. It's freaking gruesome I tell ya, seriously! JigSaw is a bloody genius! I have to say that this is the most gore among the other sequels. Yes, I may be extremely busy but I've still got time to think about watching movies and tv series. I can die without em, seriously! It's an addiction, don't ask.
Anyway, I've still have not found a English Lit tuition yet and my bloody 'confused-old-man' form teacher wants the form right after chinese new year. It ain't easy looking for a Eng Lit tutor. No wait, I found two actually. But they both need more students or not they wont open a class. Majority are into Accounts, Ekons, and Bible Studies. I'm the only one in my class who's planning to take Eng Lit. Am I being unique or just plain dumb for wanting to take Eng Lit??!! Aside from the fact that the paper is sent to Cambridge, freaking hard to ace and probably a useless subject to take... It's actually pretty interesting! Okaaay... Yeah, maybe I'm just plain silly to take it just for interest!

That was my lunch from school's canteen yesterday. It doesn't taste as miserable as it looks, though. FYI, it's 'Nasi Pataya', fried rice wrapped up in egg. Poor Melia, she doesn't know what the hell it was.
*Yawns* I'm still freaking tired even after 73286442529097 hours of sleep. Still deciding whether to go to SunwayPyramid later. The pile of hmewrk is wailing my name and forcing me to stay home *sniffes* Gotta go now. Can you believe it? I've gotta study later. It's only the begining of Feb and I have Add Maths test tomorrow. *double sniffes*
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Saturday, January 20, 2007
Everyday is a Reaccurance of Decisions
It's just the third week of school and everything seem so exhausting! The stairs are exhausting, meetings are exhausting, duties are exhausting and even listening to the teachers is effing exhausting! I hardly get enough sleep nowadays. Especially on Friday, all the tiredness seem to mount up all in one day! My life's funny in a way, there are good days and there are the bad days when everything's a bitch. And when the good days are here, everything seem so effing perfect that it scares me. So, yeah, let's just say that this year's gonna be one hell of a ride! I don't think days seem so lunatic last year, although it was an examination year. This year's ten times more chaotic than before. And I have to say that Add Maths can really drive me mad. Especially when having a teacher who speaks like a bullet train! But I have to admit I'm thankful that I did not get my Mod Maths teacher as my Add Maths teacher. He's just a plain confused old man. And then there's Sejarah... It's so so so different compared to last year. More facts and more naps! Plus, I found out that I'm extremely artistic during Sejarah periods. I can doodle, which I usually can't! *sigh* I have to say, Form 4 sucks. Everything has doubled up. And the people are all seperated. Although I am more outspoken in class this year compared to last year, but it's less fun than before.
Anyway, I think next week will be more interesting because there are lots and lots of plans and school activities, or at least I hope it will be more interesting. Currently I'm in a huge dillema of where to go tomorrow night, a Wen Xian's farewell party or Tania's performance. If I do not turn up for Wen Xian's then I won't be seeing her for a long time cause' she's migrating to Australia where the hott blonde and blue-eyes surfer hunks are. If I miss Tania's, she might kill me for sure. Oh what to do, what to do. I can't detour, my dad would kill me, or maybe not. Argh. So it's true that 'Everyday is a Reaccurance of Decisions'!
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
The Golden Round Sphere
The Golden Globe Awards are here. And here are the nominees :
Best Television Series - Drama
24 (FOX)
Big Love(HBO)
Grey's Anatomy (ABC)
Heroes (NBC)
Lost (ABC)

My Favorite Cast!
Best Performance by an Actress In A Television Series - Drama
Patricia Arquette - Medium (NBC)
Edie Falco - The Sopranos (HBO)
Evangeline Lilly - Lost (ABC)
Ellen Pompeo - Grey's Anatomy (ABC)
Kyra Sedgwick - The Closer (TNT)

Ellen Pompeo (She's lovable and oh-so-hawt, but not a terrific actress)

Evangeline Lilly (Currently dating the actor who plays Charlie, Dominic Monaghan, from LOST. I don't really like her character from LOST, find her so unnecessarily annoying. So, I can't judge her as a good actress or not.)
Best Performance by an Actor In A Television Series - Drama
Patrick Dempsey - Grey's Anatomy (ABC)
Michael C. Hall - Dexter (SHOWTIME)
Hugh Laurie - House (FOX)
Bill Paxton - Big Love (HBO)
Kiefer Sutherland - 24 (FOX)

Patrick Dempsey aka McDreamy (He makes my knees weak)

Hugh Laurie (Love him! He's so sacarstic!)
Best Television Series - Musical Or Comedy
Desperate Housewives (ABC)
Entourage (HBO)
The Office (NBC)
Ugly Betty (ABC)
Weeds (SHOWTIME)
Best Performance by an Actress In A Television Series - Musical Or Comedy
Marcia Cross - Desperate Housewives (ABC)
America Ferrera - Ugly Betty (ABC) (Based on "Yo Soy Betty La Fea," the groundbreaking Colombian telenovela)
Felicity Huffman - Desperate Housewives (ABC)
Julia Louis-Dreyfus - The New Adventures Of Old Christine (CBS)
Mary-Louise Parker - Weeds (SHOWTIME)
Best Performance by an Actor In A Television Series - Musical Or Comedy
Alec Baldwin - 30 Rock (NBC)
Zach Braff - Scrubs (NBC)
Steve Carell - The Office (NBC)
Jason Lee - My Name Is Earl (NBC)
Tony Shalhoub - Monk (USA)
Best Performance by an Actress in a Supporting Role in a Series, Mini-Series or Motion Picture Made for Television
Emily Blunt - Gideon's Daughter (BBC)
Toni Collette - Tsunami, The Aftermath (HBO)
Katherine Heigl - Grey's Anatomy (ABC)
Sarah Paulson - Studio 60 On The Sunset Strip (NBC)
Elizabeth Perkins - Weeds (SHOWTIME)

Katherine Heigl (She's so hawt! A great model, seriously, and good in acting too. She's from Roswell initially. She portrays her character, Izzie, really well.)
Best Performance by an Actor in a Supporting Role in a Series, Mini-Series or Motion Picture Made for Television
Thomas Haden Church - Broken Trail (AMC)
Jeremy Irons - Elizabeth I (HBO)
Justin Kirk - Weeds (SHOWTIME)
Masi Oka - Heroes (NBC)
Jeremy Piven - Entourage (HBO)
The Golden Globe Awards airs on StarWorld Live this Tuesday 9 a.m.
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Saturday, January 13, 2007
Let Me Hear A Hee-Haaw!
As ya'll know how much I hate hate hate Cristiano Ronaldo ever since he joined Manchester United. I couldn't stand his silly effort of dribbling and arrogance. Recently his big talk has just topped everything up. He is such as ASS! So here's a what I think of him, exactly...

Pin a tail on that effing donkey.ASS!


And so happen, I "bumped" into this...
Okay okay, I know, how immature. But hey, it wasn't all that silly when it popped into my head. Now it does feel really silly. Oh well. I apologise for my terrible crops, I'm not as "talented" as the oh-so-famous Kenny Sia in all these. But I'm sure my intentions are obvious.
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Friday, January 12, 2007
Walls Start Caving In
Thank God It's Friday! Everytime Mondays starts, I'm always wishing it's Friday. So, I survived till Friday *leaps with joy*! Second week of school has been plain exhausting! Especially when my class is all the way in block D about 2 blocks away from my previous GROUND-FLOOR class. My current class is about 3 sets of stairs above my previous one. Yea yea, I know. It's an early morning exercise. I have to admit, my legs can endure more now, and my stamina has improved. So, I don't have to worry about the weight I gained during the holidays. And yes, there was difference even after only 1 and a half week!
Life's been a bitch for the past 3 days, but everything seem to turn out fine since yesterday evening. Seems like I have good days, and bad days. Today's a good day, who knows what tomorrow is? I hope it'll turn out good! Been having such a bright day, wouldn't want it to fade overnight. Seriously, the day looks brighter, food taste better, coffee smells stronger, feeling the odd hype to study *err*, basically feeling really good and thankful today. Which may be a sign of her worse tomorrow *gasp* Okay, enough of these nonsense, seriously! I was in trouble yesterday. Well the "story" goes...
I'm suppposed to organise (notice how serious it sounds?) an orphan trip to Petrosains in March. So it should be all done by this month or so. I've been facing a lot of trouble looking for information about cost and activities because everyone seem to keep forwarding me. In the end, nothing was gained. So, silly me, wrote a letter of enquiry and sent it to Petrosains. I was assuming that it should be known as an informal letter,after all it's only an enquiry! Therefore, I sent without consent, whatsoever. Thinking that I've done a huge task, skipping to school. Then, I was told that the teacher advisor wanted to speak to me, something about Petrosains calling up the school. I was like "Oh shit/snap/fuckity fuck fuck... Of course I panicked and became all sweaty so and so. Went to see the teacher and make the stupidest idiotic step! Showed her the bloody copy of "the letter". Which I obviously shouldn't have. But because I didn't know I was not allowed to send any letter under the school name without going through with her and the HM, I was screwed. Got a long and pinching lecture. Saying I did it behind her back yadayada. She wasn't giving any space for sympathy. Never cared that I stood there feeling all silly/confused/dumbfounded. I mean, hello, it's my very first time organising a trip, what more an orphan trip ALL THE WAY to KLCC. I don't happen to be a huge society person, mind you. So, I just stood there, took it as cooly as I could. Show her that I'm not afraid to be scold for something I've seriously done wrong. Feeling stupid of why on errupted earth did I show her that letter. I regret that. But at the same time, I never would have known that I've done anything wrong. So that's all good and done - solved. Had to make a call to Petrosains that evening, to clear everything out. The lady was so helpful and understanding. She was so kind. I think because she could hear the obvious embarassment in my voice. As a matter of fact, I got all the info I need from her. So now all I have to do is face my teacher advisor again *double gulps.gasp*
So that problem is settled. Then, my plan of moving to the back of the class is going to work out too. Cause' currently I'm sitting right in front. Not my choice, everywhere else is taken. I happen to enter the class later than everyone else because I was busy chit-chatting. peesh. Anyway, I could fall asleep because the people around me are just studious and really really quiet during lesson. So, I need to be in a noisier crowd to keep me awake, which is behind. So I'm hoping it'll all be good on Monday. Seriously.
So, anyway, nothing too interesting happen to me this week. Was too busy. Although had loads of laugh this week, no idea why. Probably it's because I've cut off coffee this whole week until today. Bought Java Chip 2 hours ago. Yum! But I couldn't finish it, jelak. Which reminds me, whipped cream is so effing fattening you know??? Seriously.
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Saturday, January 06, 2007
Seriously.
So, there's B.M, English, Sejarah, Moral, Modern Maths, Add Maths, E.S.T, Biology, Chemistry, Physics.... Did I miss out anything? Oh yeah, Literature In English. Thank heavens I finally decided NOT to take Accounts cause' it totally reminds me of KH the moment I flip the page. I will miss Form 2&3 so so so much. There were times to ponteng class and not fret about it. Now having our time-table filled and pilled, there's no room for fooling around anymore! Plus, I have teachers around saying "This year's not a Honeymoon year" over and over again like some kind of greeting! It's all about serious deals again this year. Seriously.
Activities starting flooding in too! I have to organise an Orphan outing for the Leo Club. It ain't easy I tell ya. I have to plan the venue and time and number of people and food and budget and sponsors and transportation and go through proposals and tonnes of other related stuff. Then I was called to attend Scouts meeting yesterday which I turned down right away because I had so many stuff to buy. I can't even remember what patrol I'm in or who's in it! I've been an inactive scout the whole of last year, so I'm rusty all over the place. Tuition has added up this year, probably the list will go on. Besides activities, expenditure has topped up almost by double this year! The tution and books and the amount of stationaries I had to buy. Spent about 60 bucks on stationaries today. Don't be surprised at the sum, because for your information a Ring File cost at least 4 bucks one. I needed at least 3. Plus, test pads aren't as cheap as before! The worse part is, I haven't bought reference books yet. Unfortunately, they're compulsary because the teachers decided to use really thick ones instead of silly text books. Oh bummer!
2007's resolutions list has lengthened in unexpected ways. Seriously.
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Friday, December 29, 2006
Does 12 Days of Christmas Exist?
Anyway, I got my results back yesterday. I can't describe how 'sick' I felt the night before yesterday's. Was feeling so sick in my stomach. Almost every five minutes, I felt like throwing up. Didn't even laugh at the silly stunts of Tom&Jerry (don't ask!). I felt a sudden dreadful feeling. It's like I'm gonna be totally disappointed of my results the next day. I couldn't sleep till 3am. The next morning I had no appetite whatsoever to eat, so I just ate two half-boiled egg and felt like throwing up all over again. I even found it hard to breathe when I was about 400 metres away from my school. Results were supposed to be released at 10am. But it was delayed, THANK GOODNESS! It gave me time to calm down and to keep my nerves steady, or I thought so. Ended up, went at 12pm, my nerves started to freeze up! I couldn't feel my steps, seriously! I felt so giddy that I wasn't paying any attention to the people around me until I saw a few familiar faces then I started to calm down. That's when I bumped into my primary school teacher *gulp*, Pn Nurhaizan. She was there as an invigilator for the Form 6's examinations. Immediately after, I began shaking nervously. I felt my face going completely red! By the time I got to the canteen I saw tonnes of students already holding a piece of paper. And quite a number of them were crying. The worse part is, I had to take the results from our class teacher, Pn Grace, whom I dislike. I couldn't remember what really happened when I took my results, but I remember sobbing in my dad's arm right after. It was a relieved cry. Thank the Lord Jesus!!! So, I'm thankful for my results, come what may.
And for those who are not satisfied with their results, I know I can't say anything that can really make you feel better. I just want ya'll to know that I understand completely how you feel and you're definitely going to get through it. You have my support!
And did I mention how effing HOT it is, today??? It's like the sun rays are about to peel my skin of my body. The sun was and still IS so freaking scorching!!! A cold bath doesn't help either. At this matter of time, I'm wishing that I live in Antartica!!!
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
The Sleigh's Leaving The Roof
Anywaaaay, so I didn't talk much, which was so agonizing because I NEEDED to talk. Instead, I drank lots of cheap red wine at a corner watching my parents barbeque-ing which was a funny sight because we don't have a barbeque pit. And then my political uncle came by talking about politics and flooding issues which I didn't quite mind because I desperately needed to talk to someone. Actually, there were a few 'second' cousins around. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't being anti-social or anything like that, I love socializing. BUT the things that they talk about and the topics they find funny and even the jokes they crack up leaves me sitting there stunned with crickets in my head, you know that *twit twit*. Anyway, I had a couple of refills throughout the night. I didn't even care about the fact that the wine doesn't taste good, I just needed some alcohol that night. So, time ticked by... Hour by hour... I finally gave in and joined crowd. Had a couple of laughs and a couple of stunned silence. Then the KIDS came down to open their presents when it's 2 hours before the clock struck 12. Kids were cheering in excitment, snatching each other's toys and running around the house, SCARING Hazel (the dog) and ME!!! So, I HAD to grab another refill of wine. Then my cousin noticed that it was no joke that I really WANTED to drink. People started asking me if I was still sane and conscious, especially my dad, which eventually annoyed me. I don't remember getting drunk, but I do remember feeling giddy and was having a hard time fumbling for the car's door handle. And I sure remember my dad saying I was flushed and was testing me like a traffic police.
In the end we went home at 12, earlier every year. We opened our presents at home. Got some pretty stuff this year. Mostly bags. At least I didn't get anything childish like a Barbie doll pencil case last year, which made me laugh my freaking ass off all the way to bed. The best part, my parents gave me a Patrick plushie that I've been trying to buy for months!!! Everytime I wanted to stop by a shop to actually purchase it, they rush me off, saying it's silly for me to buy a "soft toy". Thankfully, they ended up buying it for me. Love it! I actually GAVE my brother all my Poke'mon cards, which were in the cupboard collecting dust. Well, not exactly all... I took out the hollow cards xD What? My brother isn't exactly a 'responsible' boy, at least not yet. As for my youngest brother, that poor thing... He's presents were a bunch of stationaries like pencil cases, crayons, colouring book... Not a single toy for him. While his older brother received a Bionicle. Justin, my youngest brother, was like "I don't like this... I want this... and that... and that..." looking all cute and emo at the toys. Poor thing!! I mean, he's only 4 years old. They should be getting him toys and not school stuff. Oh well, thankfully my parents bought him a bunch of HotWheels which made him hysterically happy. LoL. So, all is good. Could have been BETTER though. Well, next year then. We'll try and host our own party with lots and lots and LOTS of WINE!!! I guess tomorrow I'll write about what we did on Christmas day itself. Which also reminds me that PMR results are two days away. *Gulps*
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Sunday, December 24, 2006
I Want A Glowing Red Nose
1. Late nights = Eye bags and OverFlooding coffee consumption (which I'm having a cup right now)
2. CouchPotatoNess = Flatter ass and over weightness (thankfully I don't fancy chips that much)
3. Bright Tv in the dark = My power has gone up which I haven't got new glasses for and school's re-opening really soon!
4. Stress & Suspense = I don't think my heart can take it any longer! Seriously, everytime the opponent approaches the goal, my heart just stops and I find myself holding my breath. I might die of a stroke before I turn 60. AND, the stress causes my stomach to secrete more acid. Which leads to...
5. Night hunger = Empty stomach urges me to have supper which I've been avoiding for the past two months (Go Me!) and the high acidity in PH level in my Stomach doesn't help either. I might have stomach ulcer and can never consume spicy food in peace ever again, which WILL be a HUGE nightmare for I can't survive without Hott&Spicy-ness once in a while.
6. Overfilled tank - You know what they say, when you gotta go ~ YOU GOTTA GO! But that doesn't apply when every minute someone tries to score and break seems like an hour away when there's only 10 minutes to go. So it's like being glued onto the couch while you hear the toilet calling your name...
7. The last and most deadly ~ Mental illness = I usually watch football alone at night because my mom thinks watching football is like waiting for Santa to fill my sock, a complete waste of time, and the matches I watch doesn't suit my Dad because we happen to support the opposites. Plus, my bro is so annoying after the clock strikes 12. So, I'm alone on the couch, in the dark, volume down, hearing crickets, no food, no water and bathroom for 45 minutes, only a 10 minutes break... I LITERALLY TALKED TO MYSELF. I kept on telling myself to take deep breaths when the score was 2-2 at the 92nd minute last night. So, yes, I was practically going mad.
Alright, rewind and FREEZE! I AM WATCHING TOO MUCH FOOTBALL! I really need to stop. The thing is, Chelsea's only two points behind ManUnited, and the pressure of people dissing Chelsea just makes me really anxious. Plus, I can't help feeling proud of Chelsea's fighting spirit. They never ever give up until the very last minute. Take last night's match for instance. I know it may be Chelsea playing weak yesterday because Wigan seemed so good, but at least Chelsea did not fret. Oh gawd... I HAVE to stop talking about football. It's supposed to be a Guy thing. I'm starting to feel the creeps x.x
So, I can't wait for Christmas (changing the subject)!! I wondering what kinda presents I'm gonna receive this year! Plus, I miss going to church during Christmas. I used to exchange presents with fellow church-mates and carolling. Now, I don't have a church to go to. Can't find a suitable one, but I think that's such a silly excuse! Haven't been attending church for 2 years now. And I fear that if I don't continue to attend, I may fall out. That's my greatest fear. I'm really hoping that we'll find a suitable church soon, because everytime Christmas or Easter or even Sundays come up, the first feeling I get is guilt guilt guilt. Oh, God. Please forgive this sinner. I shall be running back home soon enough, I promise!!!
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Friday, December 22, 2006
We're Like Cars On The Cable
Anyway, I'm currently online waiting for time to pass. I've spent the whole afternoon downloading songs by artists whom I've never heard of while doing some chores in between. I'm waiting "patiently" for Grey's Anatomy to finish downloading. Says here, it takes another three hours at the speed of 21kb/sec. Oh gawd!!! So, it's true what they say : It Takes Time For Pleasure. Darn, I love love love Grey's Anatomy. It seriously takes my mind off everything! Well, sort of. It's basically a show about surgeons. And the naration revolves around a "dark and twisty" and "scary and damage" intern, Meredith Grey. I've gotta say, her fellow interns are so fun to watch! This show has bits of drama, comedy and suspense. All in one, and it doesn't look as ridiculous as Scrubs. PLUS, there's a lot of SEX! Well, of course they're clean and I mean CLEAN. Which makes it funny and entertaining. There's also really great sacarsm by Dr. Christina Yang! I really enjoy the jokes and sillyness they crack up. Then there's the life-reflecting feature. Every surgeon has a story. No matter how dark or bright it is, they have a story. Every patient has a story. No matter how painful or blissful it is, they have a story. At the end of the day, everyone in the hospital are only human and no better or worse than any other fools who ever breathe. I cried a lot watching this show. Cried even more than watching Oprah xD So, you see how touching it can be? Anyway, I really recommend this show to anyone. But it's only suitable if you are matured and open-minded. If not, you'll probably be clueless about what the heck they're all talking about. For instance, I never knew what Poison Oak is, until now *grins*
Anyway, you get the point. Gahh, I have to walk over to the nanny's house to pick up my little annoying brother now. The worst part is, I have to babbysit him for at least two hours. Been doing this for the past two months, I think the shade of my hair is lighter than usual. Gawd, I'll have PURE WHITE hair sooner than I expected!!!
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Jingle Bells and Colourful Wrappers are finally here!
Anyway, can you believe it? Holidays are going to end in 2 weeks time and I've still got a long list of things to do!!! The only good part is Christmas is coming!!! The tree is up with blue and silver decorations this year. Didn't manage to find turtle doves, which I was frantically looking for!! Already went for pressie shopping the day before and wrapped everything today. So excited! Once again, I feel like a kid waiting for Christmas. I can hear the Jingle Bells ringing in my head. So, I've got the tree, the presents and the spirit (most importantly). So now, all I need is a bag full of decorations, a Mrs. Santa suit, a turkey... No wait, that's Thanksgiving, boxes of wine, Christmas Carols, greeting cards (Oh snap! I forgot to buy those) and a new Christmas sock in case Santa decides to visit Naughty Stephay this year =D Argh, I'm not ready for Christmas yet! Still got quite a number of things to get ready. I thought of celebrating somewhere different this year but NO, I have to celebrate at my Aunt's house (full of pesky kids and NO WINE) for probably the 9th or 10th year in a row. I wanna celebrate somewhere with non-stop drinking xD and people dressed in Christmas outfits. Won't that be more exciting??? Gah, I'll probably need to wait till I'm 18 then I'll fleeeeee! I really hope Christmas won't be depressing this year, my spirit is so UP, I'll be really devastated if it doesnt turn out well!!! Anyway, I gotta go off now, have to bathe and have a few things done before going out for dinner with Bitchy SueVern who decided to leave us and go for private schoool =( Ciaozzz!!
Highlights of the week : Chelsea's hott match against Everton and ManchesterUnited's loss to Westham. HAH, suck your own words, Ronaldo, Chelsea's only two points behind cha. Here We Come!!!!
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Temporarily "Found"
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