La Bella Vita

Lindsay Lohan - Beautiful Life

God wont talk to me
I guess He's pretty busy lately
I'd like to believe
He's listening

I'm starting to feel
All of my bruises imagined are real
And I'll get through each day
I dig through the bad ones
To get to the good ones
Who's keeping score anyway?

And this is my beautiful life
only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life

I talk in my sleep
Thats the one place i know no one can hear me
I tell myself things
Don't walk in the shadows
There's always tomorrow
And I'm right where i wanna be

It hurts while it's happening
I wanna feel everything
How can you know til you try?
And this is my beautiful life

My beautiful life
only thing's certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life

Looks like the point is not taken. All I asked was compromise and understanding. Yet the blame game is still in play. I guess some things are just not worth fighting for. Least I don't hold any grudges and I don't deny my mistakes. To find out it was backdated for years... and many new & unexpected issues keeps popping up... changes things. Thanks for giving me the reason to stop holding on. Have shed my last tear for you. And it's a sign for me to move on. Of all goodbyes, this is one I never wanted to make no matter how ugly it went. But like what's said, one call with no receiving end, would all mean for nothing. Shall keep the memories that meant the most to me. But I am still human, a wound is a wound, and time seems to be the only remedy. Regrets I have many, but meeting you wasn't one, am so very glad it wasn't. People change, and this is a darn difficult fact to accept.

Just like how Grabrielle Solis released a red helium-filled balloon as a metaphor of releasing the grief of losing her conceived child. I shall release seven colours of the rainbow, to represent the number of years that I have known you, with a heavy heart. I sincerely hope your life turns out the way you wished for. I would honestly admit that mine hasn't, because a fraction of the picture is definitely missing.

Anyhow, Only thing certain is everything changes...